No worries guys, I didn't say I was leaving, just that I wouldn't be around as much. I am busting my butt, trying to make things to put on Etsy. I am raising a three year old boy who keeps me hopping. I am desperately trying to figure out sewing so I can get into that aspect of bear making and I may be going to massage school in january. The original post was just my venting that this forum is not what it used to be. I was feeling a bit blue.